Sometimes i wish i was deaf, so i wont hear all the bull shit, the drama at work, the fighting with my parents. To hear them comparing to my middle sister saying i should be more like her. Tell me i cant do my thing on halloween, cant go get free fucking candy. hearing lies all around me, tried of putting on a happy face for everyone, cause lord knows i aint fucking happy. It might seem like it but i aint. i aint gunna lie i do have my good moments, but they never last long. I always wanted to be fucking normal, ever since i was in middle school. i aint fucking normal. i already know who i am im different aint nothing wrong with that. if people dont like it well they can go fuck themselves, cause i aint changing for no fucking one. i like who i am.
if i was deaf i wouldnt be able to hear all the good things in my life like my job, my true friends, my music it helps me get through the day, and coaching kids. there postives and negatives in my life. i just have to think about the positvie ones, not the negatives.
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