DOING NO WRONG

nothing i do seems right it just feels like i want something it just blows up in my face, calling people and getting yelled at, go away ill deal with u later, i feel mistreated and not being treat in the right way. sometimes i feel like a ghost, people want to see me if i have money in my pocket to buy them shit or pay there bills, do i look a tree that is made out of money, i work like everyone in the fucking world, but i never get to see it cause i waste it on someone who is an ass whole, and may me pay for everything, men in general need to help pay for shit and not let the women pay for everthing. we need to be treated with RESPECT!

A Long Day of pain

Today was my day off from work and i wanted to have fun and relax. and not to have a day of stress and sadness, cause the past couple of days ive been feeling stressed out and emotional mix feelings, it almost feels like im not human anymore, that i have turned into a whirlwind of  feeling alone and thinking u want to be happy, but once u get there, it fly's away or turns u down, should u take a leap of faith, take a chance at love. i dont know i want to be happy and be with a guy that would treat me like a princess. not talk down to me, yelling in my ear saying ur dumb, stupid ugly. it takes a toll on u physical and emotionaly. i'm not a sex symbol, im a fucking human being, i want to be treated with respect and not there sex slave. i want to be treated like a lady. are guys all the same treat women like a piece of meat and throw them out  when there down?