Second Chance (Rap Song) written by Lady Nadine

beginning verse:
yea what huh give a chance what give me a second chance

first verse:
safe in my cocoon
wanting to break out
wanting to feel love around me
want to step out to prove you wrong.
for not being a mistake, to not be a failure, to show you that I'm not selfish that i cared about you all along.
give me a second chance(2x)

Second Verse:
I know I hurted you, want to move on
but you keep on bring up the past, that haunts me day and night.
all i ask from you is to give a second chance at you love once again.
give me a second chance(2x)

Third Verse:
you look up in my eyes, look all around act surprised.
Thinking to yourself I'm acting to nice something must be up.
Got eyes in the back of  my head, watching you everywhere like you was big brother standing there.
Disrespect you left and right, don't know what i would do without you in my life.
Go crazy Go insane thinking about that day that i hurt you, it's tearing me up inside, want to take it all back.
But i cant all i want from you is to give me a second chance.    

Born A Mistake

"Meeting you was a mistake", hearing those words sends knifes threw my heart.
Cut down my pride, fill my heart with hate.
Blood turn from red to black, been a mistake all my life.
Mistakes are easily forgotten and ignored, like you don't want that around.
Was it a mistake that i was born this way, to be this emotional, to have feelings.
Meeting someone like you wasn't a mistake, it was faith.
You show me how to get my life back.
I'm a mistake for that.

Remember

It feels like I'm back in high school again arguing with my parents left and right.
Now it's different I'm in a new place, different surroundings, better friends.
And yet I'm still stuck in my old ways.
Trying to change who i am inside and out, to be all i can be.
To be responsible, to be able to get along with some people.
Don't like being alone, once your alone no body is going to be your friends.
Have to crack my shell, to show people who I am.

Never Changed

Even in the darkest spots, I still see moving foot prints.
Pacing back and forth.
Banging on the door, have no were to go.
Ive put myself in this hole and tired to get out.
I still end up in the same spot.
I'm still a fuck up.

Topsy Turvey

Look upside down, look all around I'm fall from the ceiling to the ground.
My hair in waves, I see a key walk over and there is a bottle that said " Drink me".
Sip the bottle down, start to shrink as i go low to the ground.
Clothes fall down all that's left is a strap dress.
Run to the door it's lock, look up the key is so high.
Tears start dripping down my face.
I see a little cake that said " Eat me".
I take a bit and shoot up like a rocket.
Take the key, drink again go back down to the size of a walnut.
Run to the door, turn the key to unlock the door.
I walk into no wonderland, but instead my own worst enemy.

Mistake in Identity

Tip toe across the carpet trying to balance the water on my head, trying not to step on the puppies below.
Jumping up and down with joy, waiting to receive the water that's on the top of my head.
Gently lower my body to the ground, take the water off my head.
Puppies turning in circles, drinking the water like they have been baking in the hot sun.
I turn to walk away, my foot trips on a wire below knocking over the box.
I hear a voice that sounds the same but was called a different name, how is that possible
We don't even look the same, telling me things that i haven't done, yelling at me but I'm not your brother.
When you see me, do you see your brother?
Now walking around on egg shells, feeling down on myself, and yet did nothing wrong.
The room is quiet, sun is setting, blinds are closed waiting for the dawn of a new day.
To be hold what is going to come to me.

I Will Rise

people are always going to try to put you down or say you can or cant do this.
how do you even know i cant do it, when i haven't even tried it,
you already setting me up to fail, flat down on my face to never show my face in public again.
to hold me back to make me turn around, turn back the time, to stop me from moving out.
move the clock forward i would be still doing the same shit and my life going no where.
i don't want that for me, a friend told me " only you can make your life, only you can change it for the better, nobody but yourself.
even if i did stay at home, i wouldn't go down the right path, when I'm here my path is on the right track, i will rise to the person I'm supposed to be.